I'm not justifying myself again, just rewording what I've trying to say... but I honestly can only say that all of what has been said from my part so far has been only trying to make the league the best it can be. Stu I heard you the other day mentioning in a subtle way that you were getting frustrated, so my original intention about the bump drafting was to help make the league better, removing what I saw as a potential for contact, therefore incidents, and therefore more hassle... and I was hoping to make the racing better.
I have already said that I am happy to run with whatever rules are decided, but you said originally to do anything democratically (regards to entries into the league etc etc) so I was TRYING to follow the same route, by not putting the strain and effort on you. This has massively backfired and it transpires this was the worst thing I have done since getting angry over a Grand Slam race a while back. I really really deeply apologise for this, and I hope you all can understand that I really was only doing it not for personal gain or just to be a complaining idiot (there is no personal gain - if bumpdrafting happens then I would be doing it) but simply to help benefit the league and help Stu out as he was getting frustrated about stuff.
I even on a personal level tried to lighten the mood when people started asking "when's qualifying" type questions, but you know I'm not a funny guy so again that backfired.
I really am sorry guys but it's clear that I shouldn't have done any of this as it has been taken from an undermining viewpoint, or, worse, a viewpoint of "look at this losing crybaby, he wouldn't be complaining if he had won." Which again, is not the case. I don't race Cats to win, like I think most here.
I have a lot to learn about how to deal with people from behind a computer screen, be careful with my wording in future and also not to mess up other people's hard work, which is what I've done, to be honest. I truly am sorry, and I hope everyone can if not forgive this, then at least try to accept my flawed reasoning behind not only my suggestions but also my actions.