No fear, I've not been missing out much lately. It's funny though, cos that sportmanship you mention is one of the reasons for my dislike of him.If, indeed, you don't want him to win even if he deserves it, I feel very sorry for you. That is, because the culture of F1, and sportsmanship in general, is far nobler and more beautiful. I fear that you are missing out on it slightly.
He fully deserved winning today, I acknowledge that, but I don't understand why I have to like it.