Okay I think I've calmed down let's expand on this:Oh god kill me now.
1) Exhausted even before the start
2) Injured right wrist (kept wobbling of the track in second stint because couldn't turn the wheel far enough)
3) Injured left foot (I can't right foot brake, so had to do the whole race with my foot positioned in a way that my toes didn't risk touching anything)
4) After making a great start and dodging the chaos, I'm going three wide into turn one when my brain suddenly freezes as I realise I can't see the cars alongside me (bonnet cam) and I have temporarily forgotten all of my button/key bindings. Not sure who I hit or what happened to them, but considering I spun down to 24th, I think I came off worst
5) Multiple spins/slides/off tracks in first stint due to combination of dodgy countersteering and dipping wheels onto the grass through tiredness.
6) Overshot my pitbox by several car lengths, then forgot I was still in reverse when I tried to leave my box.
7) More idiotic off-track mistakes losing me a position in the last couple of laps
8) Holding up and almost taking off a car lapping me (Stelios)
9) Taking off a car I was lapping by punting them straight on with serious force into turn one (sorry Jonas.....not sure if I misjudged how you take T1, or if you were trying to let me go and I didn't realise it, or if I just came in way too hot and only made it because you were in the way....sorry regardless)
I'm sure there's other stuff I've forgotten, but I don't know how after driving one of the worst races of my life (on a par with the first time I ever visited Brands in a sim league, where I came 33rd/35 and crashed twice while trying to drive in a straight line), I equaled my result from Monza. Racing is weird like that.
So much for all the researchLet me start off by saying I did not realize that Ferrie was a girl! I announced her as a he, so I apologize for anything there.